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tchoppedapplesoupbeforesleep,andiknowtonightmygravityisnotbymyside,imustfaceapplebymyownway,hetakeawaymymoneyandgohem,ihatehimsoikilppletoeatthisnoon,thisisanirony,nottrue,pleasedontfeelwired,mygravity,iwillebacktoyouleisgohenwehaveoursecrettimeanddoourhappyleasureactivity.

    ispentalldaypyingmyetics,iusethealmostfitles,andfinallyigetashiningfaygravityhomeplementmebeautiful,afewdaysago,ismellmytomotofromhismouth,ifeelsosorrytolethimbaremyperiodtime,waitingtogetbacktoourloveorbit,andmetowashallmyhatredtoapplefamily,forihaveletthemenduresomanyshamefuffairs,iknowmygravityhasakiysoul,ilovehimwithdaygoesbyincreasingandneverfadeaway.

    idreamaboutaloveletteranalysiseventinmyhome,everyoneiswatgmewritinginfrontofthetable,whileiseemyroomate''''sletterwasmailbackwithoutopeningwhilesomehiddenwordsscoldherihehugestamp,herloveletteriswrittentoasexpsyco,whileireadmyletteru,itisanameof''''pigtownintheaenwood'''',idrinkalittleofilk,andistarttoknowmyroomatemayahasalwaystreatedsexpsyales,whenmydreamisover,irememberafastcartoasttomewitharmsound,iwonderifit''''smygravity.

    idreamanht,aboutilearnphylosophyfrenchwithmycousinsandtheirmother,ineverknowwhattheputersoftwareteachme,ijustknowiliketheminibuddhaismbooktheysenttome,ifeelsomuchhappytobeginreading,butmycousinaskmetogivehimthathesayhewanttoreadallofthem,soigiveupreading.whilei,ifindoutigotoanotherdreamsoon,iamshoppinginthesupermall,ichooseahugebreadthatonlycost5dolrs,andtwobagsofchimeat,andapteofveges,ifindoutihavesomanyylefthandthatittthemall,itissuchasuprisethatmygravityetoaskmetoreceivethosemoneywellinthepurse,buthepinthathedislikeeatingchimeat,soiguessishouldbuysomebullmeattocookforhim,heloveitmost.

    ithinkofsttimemytongueishurtingbyhiskissinght,hejokeforawhile,aellmethatheknowidressredunderwearforafewdaysanddidnttakeshower,ikangryofmyzynessofnotsingbody,hewillpeemetonightforpunishment,afterigraduatelysleeping,hepushmeupanddowntheheartbeat,itosaytomygravitythatyousofine,andigotoeatatoastbefotobedforsleep.

    idreamaboutnonesense,wearemovingtoalousyhousewherereligionisbrokendownbythetunblingofthehouse,ghostlietome,hethoughtiwillgefatewithhim,butafteri,ithihedreamfable,itisnootherpcethatisthebesthere,weshouldreadthenotebookofmyfather,itisagoodpmindbutnotnewaddress,idecidetetdreamandfacethereality,mygravityisdoingpowerpointwhileibotherhim,sohewenttobedstnighttogivemeashadowoftremblingbody,